Book

I wrote a book about how I was able to reconnect with my mother, who left our family when I was only 5 years old, and never came back. I didn’t have contact with her for many many years. In 2015 we got in touch, I really wanted to know what had happened all those years ago. I wanted to hear her side of the story. We started writing letters. Our letter-exchange lasted for three years and in this period of time we wrote over 80 letters. In June of 2018 we saw each other again for the fist time. Embracing her felt like ‘coming home’. I never expected this reunification to happen, but it did. It still feels like a miracle to me. I know for sure that this would not have been possible if it had not known about PRI. PRI made it possible to open my heart again, also for her.

The book is also about how my childhood experiences affected the way I parent my own children, and how it affected my motherhood. And about the realization that also the childhood of both my parents had an influence on their parenthood. And how certain things are handed down from generation to generation and what you can do to stop this (if you would want to smiley).

The book will be published in the Netherlands in spring of 2020 by one of the largest Dutch publishers: AmboAnthos.
If you want to know more, watch this Youtube Video (it’s in Dutch but subtitled in English) click here.

My grandmother and my motherMy mother and I in 1974My daughters

*For more information about PRI - Past Reality Integration, see the PRI website: www.prionline.nl

Photography by Petra Hoogerbrug commissioned by Libelle

  • Always believe that something wonderful is about to happen.
  • At this very moment, life is perfect.
  • You don't need a reason to help people.
  • You know all those things you've always wanted to do? You should go do them.
  • At this very moment, life is perfect.
  • If you're always racing to the next moment, what happens to the one you're in?
  • Kindness is for free.